so much hate, in something so small
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why does everyone feel the need to announce how drunk and belligerent they are? what is it in the facebook/myspace/iPhone age that makes us want to tell the world that we are fucked up? that we are ready to fuck anyone up? what's so cool about being wasted, about having no control of yourself, let alone what's makes us want to tell everyone that. does it help us climb the social hierarchy when we change our status to drunk/stoned/crunk/fucked up? are we suppose to think more of these people, are we suppose to say "that fucker knows how to have a good time, i want to hang out with him/her."? i think it's just ridiculous, not the act of drinking/getting high but the act of letting everyone on the internet know that. it's just like the annoying drunk chick at a party who everyone just wants to shut the fuck up, except know one can try and fuck you from the internet.
i need to start using my camera again, posts are just a little dry without a picture or two. there's a lot of things i want to buy, but there is just so much i need at the moment, so it really makes the wants weight less then the needs, which is life. but who follows that pattern anyways. i really need out of my house, but in fear that my dad is a fucking nosy son of a bitch and tries to read and search everything i have, i won't say anymore. but i need to get as far away from here as i can, for my own good. i want a motorcycle, it be so much easier on gas, and i can always keep my car from when i need to carry stuff. i need to stop feeling so sorry for myself. i want to take guitar lessons so i can get better and do stuff of my own. i need to sell all my tickets from my concert before tomorrow. i want a girlfriend. i need a good friend. i need some new friends. i really want to start writing short stories, you know that shit thats based off life experiences, but i don't know if i have it in me to write anything good, and i'm no good at satire.
1 comment:
survivor is sick son
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